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| Time: | 10:57 pm. |
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angry. so fucking angry.
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Sunday, November 24th, 2002
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xanga is being a buttmuch so here i am.
xanga has its pros and cons. altho, i think lj is more .. productive, insightful wise. xanga is all about epropz. to those who go on endlessly about epropz - get a life !
wow i used to be such a quiz-addict, i still am tho im smart enough not to post my results so people dont think i am a loser. but then again, i guess now all the lj users know the truth. -_-;;
what can i say? life is a bitch that screws us all. bring your own condown.
later days.
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Thursday, April 4th, 2002
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aah sorrie.. i hav gone to xanga lol same username so go read if u like =) lj is more like.. for quizzies.. haha >P
Which of the Disney Princesses are you?
You are one of the first Disney princesses to stand up for her rights as a woman. While you may NOT be a prize to be won, you are still quite the hottie, especially in that red harem girl outfit. Even when things may not seem the best at home, try to remember that running away from your problems solves little. You are easily tricked and manipulated, both by your enemies and people who love you. You have a special fondness for tigers.
You're "lol". You're so common it's scary.
What internet slang are YOU? | by brit
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| Time: | 1:24 am. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. |
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haha "What Would You Do If Somebody Hit You? BEAT DOWN!!!" rah rah? >P
derff i knew that already! >)
cam: i think ur nice
cam: a lil scary wen ur not happy
cam: but other than that ur kewl
cam: nice people getting mean is scarry
cam: its like woahhh
cam: hell froze over
cam: piggyz fly nd the cowz are home
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience by which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, "I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along."
'we dont need no edumication'
aaaah my back is sore .___.
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Saturday, March 30th, 2002
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i feel very refreshed =) ah last night was a good night. i got to catch up with a bunch of people i havnt spoken to in a while. ive become a little distant from people lately x( pooo.. o well its all good now~ altho, sad to say, almost everyday theres something wrong, like one of those sad topics come up.. =| much love to teresa and gary for listening <3 what would i do without u two? ;P i dont know what i was high on buh weeeeeee ^_^ hmm i also talked to suikwong, who might i add, got stopped by 3 police officers! bad bad ;P then there was diana, haha macking lessons! >_< the irresitable vic, hey there ::wink:: ;} my good ol buddie, cam~ omgoodness arlene sent him a pic of me and i needa find out which one! xO lol o man i dont rmb who else i talked to! aaah sorry i wasnt thinking straight ^_< well theres rachel, buh shes a bit on the strange side... not to worry, strange is good =P oooh yeah, i rmb linda IMed asking if i was okay because i wrote "sad' in my away mssg, shes sweet :]
rachel: whale penis
gary: kangaroo vagina
matt = wrinklyballs, pussywillow, squatting dog, numbnuts /).(\
ya okay.. i got some strange friends buh u gotta love them x) kekeke
strange enough, i still hold the weird title lol >P
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aaaaah i love this song! everyone must get it =) propz to steenie for upping it for me! aaah shes almost in cali right now.. flying in her plane... i hope she has a happy and healthy trip <33 i miss her so much! waaaah she better have lots of pics for me lol teehee
christina milian - thank you
once upon a time i walked an easy road
didn�t think i needed anyone.
i could make it on my own
never thought about tomorrow, just livin� day to day
never thought these clouds would come along
and bring me so much pain
when my world was upside down
i didn�t think that i could make it
i reached out my hand for you
and you were there to take it
i wanna thank you
for being my strength
when i thought i couldnt go on
and i wanna thank you
for showin me right when my heart was leading me wrong
for all of the times i was lost and my soul was blind
i didnt know what to do
somehow you pulled me thru
and i wanna thank you
when i was down and feeling low
looked up and you were there
somehow you knew and found me
you were the answer to my prayers
you shine a light when it was dark
and opened up my eyes
you met the way when i was lost
and you helped me realise
i will never walk alone
cuz you'll be by my side
i dont know what i'd ever do
without you in my life
i wanna thank you
for being my strength
when i thought i couldnt go on
and i wanna thank you
for showin me right when my heart was leading me wrong
for all of the times i was lost and my soul was blind
i didnt know what to do
somehow you pulled me thru
and i wanna thank you
with every step i take
you showed me there's a way
and in your hands my heart will never go astray
so each and every day ~
i wanna thank you
for being my strength
when i thought i couldnt go on
and i wanna thank you
for showin me right when my heart was leading me wrong
for all of the times i was lost and my soul was blind
i didnt know what to do
somehow you pulled me thru
and i wanna thank you
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hmm i noticed that i havnt written a real entry in a while. im at lost. i just cant seem to find the right words to express myself. lets see, oh yeah, mishz bday thingy was on thursday. some people told me while i also heard them talking about it during school; at first i didnt really mind not being invited because im not tight with her anything, buh after the actual thing, i found out quite a few people were invited, some that i barely ever seen her talk to... i guess thats when i brought me down a little. oh well, this year, mish hasnt really talked to me unless she needed something buh we all treat some ppl like that dont we? ::shrugs:: i asked rach this yesterday, altho she didnt giv me a real answer *aHem lolz buh would you invite someone to your party that didn't invite you? who ever is reading, please answer =) and i dont mean like the specific example i gave, just in general. a yes or no answer is perfered >P hmm school really gets me down. cam said that he felt bad because in the picture he saw, i looked "cute but depressed" =| somebody ought to blow up townsend already! ::rOar:: *sigh oh well. its saturday already and i really should get started on my work. i guess i dont have much left.. uhmm global hw #13, 6 newspaper articles for global collateral, latin paper.. and thats it! woOot! oh yeah, lol i also need to do my lab buh it looks pretty easy, plus diana said she would send it to me~ thankieeeee thats what friends are for right? ;DD
hmm okay. a litte something to describe how i feel: 'i'm on a cold, dark street one snowy night. everything's dark, and quiet, and although no lights are on, i know there are people in these houses, people who could let me in and warm up. but as i go to each house, a familiar yet emotionless face opens the door and proceeds to slam it in my face. i feel my hope fade away, til it disappears into nothing. tears course down my face, but i refuse to stop. at last, i wearily trudge up the steps of the last house. tired to the bone and wanting to just give up, i knock on the door. no one answers. trying the door knob, i find it unlocked and enter. slowly the darkness gives way to a faint light, the cold air leaving to become one with the cold night outside, as warmth spreads throughout the house. i call for someone, but there is no answer. i explore the house. as i enter the living room, i see a shape resembling a human moving towards me. the faster i approach, the faster he//she approaches, the light ever growing. realization dawns, slowly as turtles crawl. refusing to believe, i run towards the person. as i finally reach her, my last tear finds its way down my cheek. i am alone. there is no one. i stare at my reflection in the mirror as my tear turns to glass and shatters at my feet.'
i leave you with this note: People need your love the most when they appear to deserve it the least.
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| Time: | 3:13 pm. |
| Mood: |  bored. |
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~eee i like that one x)
Take the What Kind of Slacker are you? Quiz
~haha that one is funnie >:D
 | You are Irvine! Comfortable whether in social settings or
home on the range, you're easygoing and have a good heart.
That is one reason everyone seems to adore you. But
sometimes you feel like people don't see the real you
behind that cowboy hat. Take the Final Fantasy 8 Test here! |
aaaaaah! so bored. nothing to do. well, lots to do, just too lazy to do it >P where is everyone? get ur bootayz online and keep me company :}
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weeeeee another care bear test x)
 | Love-a-Lot Bear
You love to take care of others and people love being around you because you make them feel appreciated. You are very sweet and soft-spoken. You are also a romantic and consider yourself an excellent matchmaker, so you tend to be a bit nosy. But everyone still considers you the sweetest person they know. | |
 | Tenderheart Bear
You are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out. | |
 | Friend Bear
You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding! | |
~okie pokies.. those were my top 3 results.. someone tell me what the difference is btwn them? lol buh nonetheless.. care bears are soo adorable! :}
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Thursday, March 28th, 2002
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Wednesday, March 27th, 2002
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| Time: | 9:46 am. |
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it doesn't feel like vacation. i hate this. shoot me. :( i have to say something in defence of the "oh anonymous person," but i'll say it another time. im not in the mood to take bitchings from people who disagree. have a wonderful vacation everyone.
Find out which LifeSaver you are.
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Tuesday, March 26th, 2002
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| Time: | 11:14 am. |
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GrLz Language:
"Yes" = No
"No" = Yes
"Maybe" = No
"It`s your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now.
"Do what you want" = You`ll pay for this later.
"We need to talk" = I need to complain.
"sure ....... go ahead" = I don`t want you to.
"I`m not upset" = Of course I`m upset, you moron!
"Do you love me?" = I`m going to ask for something expensive.
"How much do you love me?" = I did something today you`re really not going
to like.
"You have to learn to communicate" = Just agree with me.
"Are you listening to me?" = [Too late, you`re dead.]
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BOiz LANGUAGE:
"I`m hungry." = I`m hungry.
"I`m sleepy." = I`m sleepy.
"I`m tired." = I`m tired.
"Do you want to go to a movie?" = I`d eventually like to have sex with you.
"Can I take you out to dinner?" = I`d eventually like to have sex with you.
"Can I call you sometime?" = I`d eventually like to have sex with you.
"May I have this dance?" = I`d eventually like to have sex with you.
"Nice dress!" = Nice cleavage!
"You look tense, let me give you a massage." = I want to fondle you.
"What`s wrong?" = What meaningless self-inflicted psychological trauma are you going through now?
"What`s wrong?" = I guess sex tonight is out of the question.
"I`m bored." = Do you want to have sex?
"I love you." = Let`s have sex now.
"I love you, too." = Okay, I said it...we`d better have sex now!
"Let`s talk." = I am trying to impress you by showing that I am a deep person and maybe then you`d like to have sex with me.
hahaha lets just hope that its not true on the guy's behalf
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Saturday, March 23rd, 2002
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"The art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on." -Havelock Ellis
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." -Robert Frost
"No man succeeds without a good woman behind him. Wife or mother, if it is both, he is twice blessed indeed." -Harold MacMillan, 1963
"Our doubts are traitors, And make us lose the good we oft might win/By fearing to attempt." -William Shakespeare, Measure for Measure
To be or not to be; that is the question, whether tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune or to take arms against a sea of troubles, and as opposing end them? To die; to sleep; no more, and by a sleep to say we end the heartache and the thousand natural shocks that flesh is air to, tis a consummation devoulty to be wish'd. -Hamlet, Scene I Act II
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You are driving along on a wild stormy night. You pass by a bus stop, and you see three people waiting for the bus:
1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die.
2. An old friend who once saved your life.
3. The perfect man(or)woman you have been dreaming about.
Which one would you choose, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car. Think before you continue reading. This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application.
You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first; or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect dream lover again.
The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer.
WHAT DID HE SAY? He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old friend, and let him take the lady to the hospital. I would stay behind and wait for the bus with the woman of my dreams."
Sometimes, we gain more if we are able to give up our stubborn thought limitations (think "out of the box").
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Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
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eeee last night's FESTIVAL OF NATIONS made me forget everything that happened during the week. lol it was quite tiring but so HOT. yeaaaa baby ::high-fives everyone it:: ~ an unforgettable night ;P kekeke during practice, we would always screw up the finale flower thingy but we pulled it together and kicked ass >P woOt wooT the chinese and indian dances were undeniably the best :] oogie, before the festival, at zora's house, we were all going nuts doing our hair and make-up. o_O omgoodness, titia and jo stressed the importance of stage make-up so thats what we did (altho they themselves had nothing on, hmph!). zora and people smeared all this crap on my face! yech. i looked like a clown /).(\ ugh so ugly! ughiness. x( propz to grace for doing all our hair in pratically only half an hour. me and rach had to run around a lot to do the lighting but all good. the night was great. poor rach lost her pants tho .___. haha mr. haggety couldnt recognize me! harrumph~ he was calling people by their names cept for me so i asked what my name was and he goes "i dont know cuz ur not in any of my classes" and im like what?!?! lol and then he looks at me very very closely and says "..melissa..?" and me go "yeaaaa duh" xP and hes like omg u look so different! stoopid makeup. me no like. never letting them touch my face again, lol. oh and i got a lot of grace saliva smeared across my face haha >_< well well after it was over we all gathered in the lobby to take pictures and stuffy. chinese pride baby !!! ;DD woooooo
i've been really stressed lately and unhappy.. so yesterday when susan showed up 45 minutes late i pretty much exploded, aigooo. everyone wanted to yell at her tho! i was the only one who had enough guts to do it. i just yelled a lil too loud, lol. i honestly didnt realize i had done it so harshly tho.. when susan walked away kelly started clapping.. and im like what?? and shes goes "good job at yelling at susan" i was like uhoh.. lol i kinda noticed that the people walking behind susan while i was yelling were giving me weird looks ::shrugs:: so i felt bad and i apologized to her. -_-;; she said it was okay and that she knew she should've been on time.. but it was still wrong of me to yell like that. .____.
side note: zoey's dog really enjoys licking people, lol.
oooo yea .. titia is bad~ she stole my sandwhich! gRrr keke
everybody must join festival of nations again next year~ ;P
omg i was so exhausted from the performance yet i still had to do hw when i got home. blah blah. i didnt have tooo much. but i was so tired in school! i fell alseep in global today -_-;; but when i woke up ms. lonergan was still talking lol. i just dragged myself to each class til the day was over. when i came home i just stuffed a piece of bread into my mouth because my mother demanded that i eat and then off to bed. strange dreams tho. O_o
okie pokes. 3way time lolz. buhbye all :)
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Sui Kwong - it really hurts to see you so down. every one of us longs for that special someone, to be in "love." "loneliness may not be the worst feeling in the world, but it definitely ranks up there," you are right, and i know you're anxiously anticipating but your time WILL come. don't worry so much. the special lady will come along. like you said in reply to edgar, it does seem like the goods out beat the bads. but maybe it doesnt. maybe if you had a gf right now, she would consume all your time and energy away and then dump you. then you would end up depressed with a broken heart. it all depends on the person. don't be in a rush to get into a relationship (tho i shouldnt be talking). maybe this is for the better, and when she comes along, you'll be even more grateful and happy. don't feel too bad about not having one during hs. you are not alone. i actually know a lot of people like that. people often get their first gf/bfs in college. and i think that would be better.. because what if u did get a girl now and you come staying here for college (such as nyu, not that u cant do better), and then she flies off to cali (dont ask why i picked cali, i just did), what would you do? the chances are you would be even more worried and distressed that you couldn't concentrate on your school work, which is extremely imporant right now. sometimes, you just have to pick out your priorities and focus on them for the time being...
about the rating, dont forget that everyone's opinion differs. a friend of mine, who i think is so amazingly cute/pretty, one of my guy friends rated her a 4 (i was like ;O !) while the other rated her a 8/9. to be honest, you were not the greatest looking man when i first saw you but, as i got to know you better, the more appealing the outside of you also was. it was like evertime i saw you, you looked better than the time before. you have an absolutely wonderful personality and i have no doubt that a girl will fall for you. you are the coolest of the coolest. prom? i dont think you should go with her unless you feel perfectly comfortable, the prom is a once in a life time event, don't ruin it by not bringing someone that will make it unmistakably wonderful and memorable. i admire you for being so honest and open. and you do express urself verybally well. not many are like you, you are one of a kind. when i speak to you, i never doubt that you're telling me anything but the truth and i love you for that. you are the cause for some of my endless smiles and part of my everlasting memories. there was this day that i'll never forget... it probably means a lot more to mean than anybody else that took part in it... but it brought me a lot of hope for the future and motivated me to be all i can be. you were a huge part of it and i am forever in your debt for the friendship you've given me. i hope you find that special girl soon, someone who will guide you onto the right paths, who will support and care for you, and love you til the end of time. take care because i care. you know im always here for you no matter what. love you lots. <3
lookie look:
suikwong: twinkie
suikwong: where are u?
suikwong: (poke)
suikwong: (white filling comes out)
suikwong: GAHHHH!!!!
suikwong: lol
suikwong: i'm weird
suikwong: =)
~ suikwong, you never cease to brighten my day. you are THE man. x)
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and as for ms. diana lee, im not sure which question u are referring to lol i would hope that its the "do u understand" question, and yes, i understood. but, if you're asking, why is everything and everyone so depressed.. its just one of those questions that can't be answered.. i just dont know. its the sadness epidemic. -_-;; be happy hunnie (and yes i also know wha u mean when u say "wha arlene said" xP)
*sigh i have to admit people are dragging me into the i want to be in a relationship stage again. not to mention i just went to a wedding yesterday. well i was supposed to. the wedding-after party was quite fun. chinese gatherings are so amusing =P chinese people are soo suggestive lol i ate a lot of strange, expensive yet delicious food. other food, i simply did not touch, u know how the waitor comes and gives out the food? well he gave me some stuff i didnt want so i just past it on to my cousin's plate, haha. x) fun fun~ we played that game where the broom is blind folded and people kiss him and he has to say which one is his wife. it was absolutely hilarious, the guys kissed him (on the cheek, altho one was on the lips... O_o O_O o_O), and at first he couldnt tell and then he started screaming out "it's a guy!!" lolol >P and yada yada he did very well and knew when it was his wife =) o0f i hope my future hubbie will know ;P i was talking to gary on the phone and i said "i wanna get married!" and he goes "at age 15?!?" and im like "YES" lols ::sighs a dreamy sigh:: diana brought up a good point with the whole arranged marriage thing, altho it has its many negative sides, at least you wouldn't have to worry your whole life about finding the right person. the only bad thing about yesterday was that there was this snobby lil evil 10 year old. shes spoiled and is gonna grow up to be such a biotch. altho i must admit, she had very pretty hair, kekeke~ the cake was very yummy and pretty. it was heart shaped with white and pink frosting. my uncle gave 2 bells and a horseshoe from the cake (lil plastic thingys) ;D and everyone got this bride&groom statue thingy majigy wif 2 hershey kisses. really pretty. ah talking about pretty! the dresses! eeeeee >_< i loved one of my aunt's sister's dress... it was a traditional chinese dress and it was baby pink and soooo perdy! i want that dress!! eep ;]
note:
1. kellogg's nutri-grain bars are actually quite tasty >P
2. richard's chopping wood experience is quite amusing
3. christine tsai has become quite of a philosopher. me like.
4. i spent too much time writing this entry.
5. i must study for my english final. yes, she called it a final.
I am 0-20% Ghetto
I don't even know what ghetto is? Fuckin Preppy. I better hop in my beamer - head for the hood and get some chicken, watermelon, and neports.
erMmm yes i do i know wha ghetto is and im proud that im not, tho i aint no preppy! erff lol im still lost in thought of how steenie got 80-100% ghetto.. cuz some of those questions were like o_O and if she said yes to most of them then shes O_o haha werd~
buhbye ::waves::
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Saturday, March 16th, 2002
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i was a bit surprised that no one but rachel mentioned the 6th month anniversary of september 11. maybe they just didn't want to talk about it or maybe they didn't care. but i couldnt help it. we walked into first band class, english with rizzuto, and she instantly began talking about it. as hard as she is, i kinda wish i had her last term because she was one of the few teachers that didn't let the event just slip by. she actually had firefighters, and people of the like, come into her classes and talk to the students, while the other teachers pretended it didn't happen. mr. cunningham had only a small moment of silence a 8:46.. although my class had bit of a longer one because on our clock it was already time and cunningham wasn't making the announcement so we did it on our own.. and momentarily he came on. we were surprised that it was so short tho, oh well. my mind got side tracked for the rest of the day.. when i was online, the depressing subject came up with a few people and i just spent hours talking instead of doing work as i had planned to. i got very upset when this guy said that "9/11 wasn't a big deal and if he lost someone, he'd be sad for a few days and then go back to normal" im was outraged, like wth, what in god's name is wrong with you?! fregging !@#$%^&*! its not only the amount of people lots and injured, but look at the families left behind and what its done to our country... in those few moments, so many lives were ripped apart, many hearts broken... *sigh a lot of people are like 'lets kick some bin ladin ass. they should all die' and whatever, and i suppose those were my first instricts, too, but thats not my opinion anymore. i mean, if our intentions are simply to kill, we are not any better than they are. i think we should show them how wonderful we are and show them what real love is. compare our lives to their lives, we take so much for granted. they live in much harder conditions and due to their actions, its quite obvious that they don't know the meaning of love. ptttttttb *sigh i rmb talking to arlene that day, about a series of miserable things, and we both started tearing. she told me that she was but i didn't have the heart to tell her i was too, so no body tell her ;P oooo yea, steenie told me a lot of stuy people are getting sick and its probably due to the bad residue in the atmosphere that was left from the terrorists attacks ;T poor hunniez, hope all the stuyvies are alright :]
anywayyyy, monday was the national latin exam. it was alright, altho i think i only got a certificate of participation lol >_< diana was falling alseep during the test.. i was like .. diana.. ? keke i had my math and latin tests on wednesday, i think i messed up on both. boohoo x(( friday, global quiz and spanish test. i think i aced the global quiz but it doesn't really count for anything. ughie, that only helps the people that did poorly. phoooey to them. the spanish test was alright, most likely in the low 90s or high 80s. today theres festival of nations practice but im not going. i have a wedding :) altho im not really going to that either. lols, im really tired and i have a lot of work to do so my mom told me not to go. im only going to the wedding after party =D i went to red cross yesterday. altho i havnt been there for quite some time, its still the same old place, with the exception of having a huge supply of twix and molanos ;P yummy! the only people there was diana, jukay, klaudia, teresa, diana li, yvonne, ximena, sidney and i. pretty boring, but nonetheless, i love red cross. found out quit a bit about jukay in such a short time. interesting. hes such a funnie lil mama's boi >P haha we had to move all these boxes and stuff and then there was this really heavy one so we [yvonne and i] left it for jukay, and he couldnt get it all the way up so i had stand on the table and help him, kekeke. i really have to start working and going more often if i want a chance at coordinator. after the summer, i was pretty sure a position was in the grasp of my hands but since i havn't done much, its gone. ugh x( i really think i could do a good job tho.. hopefully i'll still get a position and be able to prove myself. hmm, did anyone nominate anybody for the red cross awards thing? they mailed it to me a while ago but i think im gonna nominate someone now.. i wonder if its too late? aiya ;T oh yeah, i jammed my finger while playing basketball and it was all swollen and bluish-purple. its better now ;] its not as swollen but its still all bruisy-colored /).(\ keke
random thoughts
a lot of people have xangas ~ xanga sux ! xP
i really really miss suikwong ::cries:: x( i need my bro
"i tried to catch a bball .. but it bounced off.." - steenie ~ shes a strange lil grl ;D
leenie is sucha sweetie cutie <3
jukay actually rmbed me after so long, wooo :)
jukay bought really ugly jodrans for $130 tsk tsk
oooo whose jukay's date to the prom? ;P
im very nosy .____.
yvonne is a smart butt ;P
ice-cream from baskin robins with diana is very yummy ("(^_^)")
i told you cones are very yummy, you cant eat the cups =P
why does everyone keep patting my head?
"ignorance is rampant and once it takes hold, it multiplies" - gary
samana is too hyper these days
happy birthday lina ! ^_^
omalley is tying too hard not to be a push-over
ms.levi is evil ::raWr::
larry is a black belt? woaaaah
i want to go to cali with steenie !! ::sob::
who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink what ever comes out"? -- hahahah o lordie, rachel !! >_<
"gosh melie, you gotta be un-losery" - rich ~ wth is that supposed to mean?
steenie and rach ~ quizzie taker pride haha ah the dorkness >P
haha ooosh mr.hagerty is so funnie these days ~ seven days ;]
i have to do my monolouge presentation ;O ! ::hides::
im very hungryyyy o0f x(
whose actually gonna read all this O_o O_O o_O
i went to sleep at 10 last night and got 13 hours of sleep wooooooo ;P
okie dokie pokie karaoke. thats enough. kekekek =P
buhbye now ! ::waves::
You are the classic yellow squeeky toy.
Find your inner rubber ducky.
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Wednesday, March 13th, 2002
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Saturday, March 9th, 2002
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ugh i had festival of nations "practice" today. i went there and didnt even do anything. literally. we didnt go over traditional. omG i was so pissed. i was like wtH? i could have been home doing hw, sleeping, talking, or something. erfff. so i walked to the bus stop and i felt very cold and lonely. i suppose it wasnt that cold but the loneliness made it cold.
why is that we always end up in the same position in which we started? life is a mystery waiting to be solved.
steenie: awww !!
steenie: =\
steenie: it SOUNDS like poo
steenie: if it sounds like a poo, looks like a poo, and acts like a poo
steenie: its a poo
steenie: ^^
steenie: lol. <3 to mellie. no <3 for poos. XD
~gotta love that grl
cam: ur a strong woman nowz baby oOoz
"hehe.. i dunno.. i guess its like.. when you see him.. you get all happy on the inside.. or its like you cant wait until the end of the day cuz you know hes waiting for you" - eugene is such a mind reader
i think love is.. when you put their needs before yours and that you would do anything to see a smile on their face.. and u support them in all their dreams and goals no matter how far fetched they may seem.. accepting their faults and recognizing their talents.. always easily forgiving and overlooking their mistakes.. and you never seem to be able to get them out of your mind...
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever found that one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do anything to look into her eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed you eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
What I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What I gotta do to to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
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haha here u go rach >P
*Take The Ice Cream Flavour Test!*
~yea i kno u wanna taste me now.. lolz jp jp
*Take The Wacky Racers Test!*
...whatever that means
 I am Vanilla Flavoured.
I am one of the most popular flavours in the world. Subtle and smooth, I go reasonably with anyone, and rarely do anything to offend. I can be expected to be blending in in society. What Flavour Are You?
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 Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.
I am a subtle flavour, quiet and polite, gentle, almost ambient. My presence in crowds will often go unnoticed. Best not to spill me on your clothes though, I can leave a nasty stain. What Flavour Are You?
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m0nkie's journal
weird.
chipper.
indifferent.
anxious.
confused.
listless.
contemplative.
peaceful.
lethargic.
dorky.
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